inner battles
How can my life flow when I am full of inner battles? When I consider myself a warrior and a conqueror of life? There is nothing to win and nothing to lose. I can’t win because every win causes another loss, and vice versa. AM beyond all of it.
I know every outcome of every battle before I even start. But how can I get out of my habit? Being a warrior has become my second nature. Maybe it is who I am. And then again, I know it’s not true. It’s my stubborn mind that tries to tell me an old story. Again, I AM beyond all of it. Why am I not sure? Ah, all those questions, fears, and doubts. They are the epitome of inner battles. I know, I know…
with every question
I’m battling against myself –
time to surrender
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Nicole Erika is a self-realized writer and coach who reminds you of the Ease Of Creation and the Joy of Self-Expression.